I'm taking everything back. Now.

I am tired and worn out. I'm so glad to be at the end of this shit.

i hope you can trust that i think youre full of shit mel


the fuck are you even doing

Same as before.

are you fucking stupid

you know exactly how that made me

If I do it enough, you'll die.


That was your goal, wasn't it?

can you get your head out of your ass




Is it working?



what have you done.


Can you describe what it feels like?


i'm being stared at

mel what are you fucking doing people don't need to see this


mel



MEL


MELISSA WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU ANSWER ME




PLEASE GOD COME BACK


THIS ISNT WHAT DYING FEELS LIKE MEL


It's an open casket, right?

PEOPLE ARE STARING AT ME AND IM SCARED MELISSA IM FUCKING SCARED

THEYRE ALL JUST LOOKING AT ME


HELP ME YOU BASTARD


This is for your own good.

I need you to understand that this is the only way you and I are going to let go.

BUT I'M NOT FUCKING DEAD YET MELISSA

IT'S ALL SO FUCKING BRIGHT AND I'M SCARED I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT MEL


Fine.



Is that any better for you?


god

why did you do that mel why why why why why wh

I STILL FEEL THEM HERE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE

Calm down. I need you to listen to me and breathe.




what's the point of all this.

Do you remember how that felt?

what

All those eyes on you.

The box opening and coming out alive.

theres eyes on us right now

Don't mind them. They know how to stare into voids and not go insane.

Something you oughta learn if you want to die.

it feels blue




Do you understand why I had to turn off the lights, then?

i

understand


i think




im going home?



Yes.

I hope you can trust me to keep my promises this time.



i do.